Is it against the rules to use strong language in the journals? Either way, I have been one depressed sob for quite some time now.

It gets better sometimes, and sometimes it is really quite bad. Right now thou, I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Summers coming, and the summers of my life have been increasingly better for the last couple of years unlike the other seasons.

One of the main reasons why my summers have been getting better is because I'm getting resistant to the sun, as a child I had some mayor issues with the sun.

No, I'm not a vampire wannabe. Not more than anybody else at least. I don't turn in to dust or melt in the sun, but in my younger years I used to feel a lot of pain if I spent a whole day in the sun.

Anyways, I'm loosing my track here. Summer is on the way and I cant wait to feel the warmth on my skin and the wind in my hair. I'm getting back on my feet, I refuse to live a life of feeling like shit all the time.

I wish for you all, to feel happy and at peace. Enjoy your lifes and each others as mush as you can, when I'm better again I promise to join you for a laugh.

(Is there any way to loose this "Mood" stuff on bottom of the entry?)